LOVE KILLS

Go ahead and prove me wrong
And I'll stop this stupid song

Why
I love you
Why
I want you
Is all irrelevant
How you treat me
How you hurt me
I'm insignificant

Your smile is no good at hiding the shit underneath
The sweet perfume covers the stench, but not the worms
I want to resist violently
For you, I suffer silently
I'm dying inside quietly while you stick to your selfish terms

Why
You want this
Why
You break this
Is all mysterious
Yourself, enforcing
Your will, discoursing
Paints you imperious

The softness of your silken robes does not cover the knife
The blade of avarice you hold at my heart
I fight to show you I exist
You crumple my worth in your fist
And your indifference to me twists and rips into my every part

Do you think I'll just hang around
Always, while you still screw around?
Do you think my resources are infinite?
Think I'll tolerate the stones you cast?
D'you think my patience will just last?
How can it last if you can't help but shit on it?

What I thought was a precious gift life finally gave to me
Now seems to be a trick to torture me with vicious taunts
Trap me in your spineless greed
You latch onto me and feed
I lie here and bleed so you can satisfy your fucking wants

Why
You love me
Why
You want me
Is in obscurity
You bleed denial
My love defiled
It's an obscenity

You can't resist taking advantage of my feelings
I want to give to you from love, and so you take and take
I cannot live life as a crutch
A back-up summoned with a touch
I can only bend so much before I just give up and break

I want help you make your life
Enjoyable and free
Of all the stupid things that hold you
Down incessantly
I want to pledge to you that I will
Always try my best
And I want to give a gift to you
That's thumping in my chest
I want to wreck your cage of fears
Break bars and smash the lock
But you'd rather chill with loser-boy
And suck his loser cock

Copyright 2007 Christianna Cannon. You have been warned.